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The author explores the theme of faith and surrender, navigating the struggle between feeling inadequate and trusting in God's plan. Despite receiving blessings and answered prayers, the author feels overwhelmed and doubts their ability to handle the responsibility. Through physical and emotional hardship, they learn that true faith lies not in self-sufficiency, but in complete surrender to God's will, recognizing that He works best in weakness. The author finds solace in daily prayer for guidance and strength, embracing the journey of surrendering and following God's lead. Comparable works include The writings of authors like Oswald Chambers, Watchman Nee, or C.S. Lewis, who delve into themes of Christian faith and spiritual growth.